Thursday, October 20, 2011
Same Old, Same Old!
It's funny how I can predict my moods/feelings during these 12 week challenges. Yep, this week is week 6 so therefore I started going into meltdown mode, realising how I have been stuffing around for the last 6 weeks. It's when I start reading the forum and Facebook posts on how awesome everyone is doing and the old Green Eyed Monster comes out when people start talking about how much they are lifting or how much faster they are running and I feel stagnant. It's now that I hate the competition side of it and I come to realise that this is first and foremost a weight loss competition and I don't need to lose weight which then sends me into the 'why bother/poor me' mode. PMT doesn't help, of course. The good thing is that I know I'll get to the other side of this week, pick myself up and dust myself off like I do everytime I get like this.