Thanks for the comments ladies - it is very much appreciated. You are so right Lia, I put all this pressure on myself ... that Superwoman complex strikes again. If I set myself realistic goals each day as opposed to what I normally do I wouldn't get myself into such a tizz. Something to work on.
And Magda, I had myself a glass of wine last night with friends - only one so that way I could get up nice and early and smash a workout :o)