Friday, November 12, 2010
What I Need To Learn
There are a few things that I have to learn - and I'm not sure if I ever will. I need to learn to ask and accept help when offered and do this without guilt. I need to accept that I have chosen to work fulltime which means that I won't be there to help backstage when the kids have rehearsals but I can and will be there when I can and cheer the loudest when they are doing their thing. I need to realise that there are days that I can't fit in my training and this is okay, it doesn't make me lazy or less committed to my fitness by taking a few days off. It's okay to grab takeaway when we are not getting home until late. I need to learn to not be so hard on myself ... I am not a failure for not living up to my own expectations of what a figure competitor should be during the off season. I'm someone who is doing the best she can.