Last week I weighed myself and was shocked. I am over 10 kg heavier than my competition weight (not that that concerns me as I was terribly underweight then) but I'm also 5 kg heavier than my 12wbt weight. My clothes no longer fit me well and I am wearing more dresses and skirts as I have room to move in them ... my shorts feel too tight.
I feel fat and frumpy. And then I took some photos of some shorts that I wear to the gym as we were discussing what we like to wear in a FB group.
My decision has been to say, "f*ck the scales!"
"And f*ck my old shorts and pants, I'm going to buy some that fit my squatters arse."
I love my crossfitters body. I love my strong legs, my bubble butt and my chunky traps. I love that I eat all the food. That's worth a whole lot more than stressing about 5 kg.